Hypophrenia

Have you ever felt that way at one point of your time? I'm sure most of you have. It came, and it left, then it came again, messing up with my mind. 

I keep comparing myself/my life to others and then sulk about it which is not healthy (note to self). Not healthy at all. I feel like life has taken me for granted, and there you go I blame life for this, and not vice versa. See? Not making any sense whatsoever.

I don't like what I've become. Deep inside, I'm hating everything and this shouldn't be normal right? It's a crime to be normal if I kept feeling this way. T___T

Seriously I hate this feeling. I used to cry over nothing back in my study life. It usually happen right before I hit the sack. And I would say that I kept on have this feeling over and over again. I'm sick of this HYPOPHRENIA !

nota kaki : emotionally unstable~